for lei,

i heard that you weren't doing well, so i made this webpage for you :) i know it isn't much but i hope you enjoy! i had fun making it and trying to add your interests one by one. you're so nice and i feel bad sometimes not returning the same energy.. but i do try my best. i often lack showing emotion, even through text, but when i talk to you it gets a little easier for me to be more loud in a sense. i'm not going to ask you to tell me exactly what's going on, since it could be difficult or embarrassing, so i will not ask you about it directly and instead give general advice. firstly, you should really sleep more often.. take care of yourself, you know? i notice that you're always up so late and it can not only affect you physically, but mentally too! oh, and i recommend talking to someone you trust or a therapist, if you don't have one already, depending on the situation

and,

here are some cute images! i remember when we talked about our favorite characters, and you said komaeda's your favorite in sdr2, so i made a file with a bunch of art! feel free to click it open. i can't fit every photo on this page so i'll just keep it there

• click here!

update

phew... it's been a while, hasn't it? 2 years to be exact! happy anniversary lei! i'm so happy to have met you, you know, it's the best thing that has happened to me... even though we've gone through so much, we've pushed through and improved despite everything in our way. i'm so proud of you, and i'm also proud of myself. you've grown so much as a person. you're so much stronger, more assertive and less scared to express how you really feel. i'm so happy for that... i want to see you keep going this path and become the best version of yourself you can be! as for me, i've also been going down an amazing route. spending more time with family, spending more time on my own and reflecting upon myself. i'm really happy you can see the improvements in me too! bottom line is... prepare for another 2 years with lil 'ol me!

99% of gamblers quit before they hit the big win... and i've truly hit the big win with you!
i love you!